The Look

It is hard to put into words..."The Look"It is an amazing phenomenon of a look that can send me to my knees.It is just a way His eyes land on me and express a strength innate.

That definitive sparkle of fire that burns into them at times.The dark mystery of my body's reaction to that.He knows He can do it too.

How humbling to know in just a look my knees go weak.How humbling to know in just a look my aching desire to please Him swells up.How humbling to know He is smiling knowing exactly the rampant clawing feelings rushing through my veins.

Sometimes it might be that hint of a challenge.The look of.."Oh, so you really want to do that?"That delicious smile that wickedly tempts me to be naughty and see what happens when i do!

Sometimes it is an admonishment that strikes a chord.Sending that instant sinking of my stomach and heart.Meekly reminding me He is in control.
Sometimes it is His passion shining brightly in His eyes.Instantly making me wet and wanton.Giving me that aching hunger to sate His every desire.
Bright and shining that melts my being and makes me oh so pure.It is His love that most vividly sends me to my knees for i know i am His.

It is in His eyes, i know He is Master.
It is in His eyes, i know i am slave.
It is in His eyes, i am complete... on my knees.

The seed starts its journey stretching and yearning to the sun.. breaking thru the earth in birth and reaching down to establish solid roots. Gleaning nutrients from the earth under her feet. Day after day the sun's kiss feeding freshness and nurturing warmth and care. Breathing in and out and savoring the energies and nature's pure kiss.

The slim bud urges and stretches and grows until the color begins to bloom. A slow unfurling of petals seeking the sun's guidance. It's delicate folds begin to slowly spill forth in a glory of color and vibrance. Trusting in the sun's warmth and the earth's nutrients to give her balance. To be the bright and beautiful flower. Open and precious. Pure and vibrant.

We too.. must constantly enrich ourselves.. from within us.. like the earth. Soak our mind in learning.. our bodies in excersize. We also have to seek our Sun. our moon and our wind. to feel that enrichment from someone more powerful and encompassing. Given to One's guiding touch.

May i not be afraid of the elements. May i trust in the guidance of the One that is my sun. to open more beautifully and become the perfect bloom. Not shrouding myself in my petals.. but open and bares. Delicate and small in the beams of Him.

Life's Winding Path

In cries, the clenching fire the tight knotting frees and sends me to the stars.
Trembling and panting to capture breath so swiftly stolen by His power.
His growls of delight resounding in my ear only adds to the delighted shudder.
Kneeling thighs so wide they hurt but nothing is left but that floating bliss.
It is in this, my pure slavery is felt.
For my body was not touched but my mind.
Focusing my pure core to be the slave of His control.
He is the Puppeteer and His hand guides me and fills me and consumes me.
My orgasm for Him, not myself anymore.
What beauty is this to be His.
To only be able to hoarsely whisper..."Thank You Master"
To when asked..."How do you feel My slave?"
The only words that come trembling like jewels from my lips is..."Wow"
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It is odd. For myself i know my path has been interesting to say the least. People who i have met. People whom i have corresponded to. People who i never even have conversed with who have impacted my life. The people who will come into my life and make a difference.

In the past things have gone right or wrong. i can sit and examine each time and learn more about life and myself in them How i reacted to something. Maybe how i should have reacted. Maybe how an event shaped my desires, thoughts, happiness, time. Maybe how an event shaped my sadness in the same venue.

"I notice well that one stray step from the habitual path leads irresistibly into a new direction. Life moves forward, it never reverses its course." ~Franz Grillparzer~

i believe we are all on our path. A twisted and curvy path at times. Sometimes very uphill. Trudging in what feels like freezing cold. Hungry, tired, alone, wondering if we will ever see the sun. Other times along our path flowers bloom and the sun warms it's radiant fingers on our faces. We feel the warmth and we maybe see next to our path another's. We are not so lonely anymore. In fact we feel the embrace of love and perhaps a hand holding ours.

Sometimes on our path there are thorns and loose stones. splits and twists and things that jump out and scare us. Sometimes that makes us clutch harder ont he hand in ours. Makes us lean on them to help us over the bumps. Or maybe we pull away and run very hard and very far until it feels we can't even stand.

"I've already told you the only way to a woman’s heart is along the path of torment. I know none other as sure." ~Marquis de Sade~

Perhaps a path moves away from ours. Or weaves in and out of our lives touching in small or very monumental ways. Maybe fate's touch brings people into our lives. Then out of them again. We don't understand why. Maybe we are not meant to but to keep going forward. Remembering and learning from our path before. Continuing to live life to our fullest. Because maybe the road ahead will converge with ours and become the path that stays beside ours forever.

"They are not long, the days of wine and roses:Out of a misty dreamOur path emerges for a while, then closesWithin a dream." ~Ernest Christopher Dowson~

Sometimes when we look at our choices from one path to another. We see the incline and storm clouds lingering overhead. The other path looks much easier and light. But something within us urges us tot he incline and clouds ahead. This is where maybe we choose the easy or the hard path. It changes our fates and maybe who's paths cross our way. Or maybe it is just a longer path around the mountain and we end up again on the same path down the road.

All i can truly know is i am on my path and will try and always stay positive and be helpful on my path through this life. Giving and being the woman and slave i can be.

Bound To Your Heart

My spirit walks with Yours in my dreams at night
My lips bear a knowing smile throughout the day
My soul bound to yours from the beginning of time
With You I can be what I always was in my heart
I am whole in the comfort of my desires
Complete in my surrender I am no longer a part
Consumed by Your love and strength
Heated by the fire of Your passion
I am Yours with only a word, or a touch or a glance
My body belongs to You yet aches for Your touch
Feeling free, I choose to submit to You completely
To relinquish my freedom to You in bracelets of silk.
Surrendering totally, more than I ever thought I could,
Bequeathing more of myself than I ever knew I would.

"With you I feel the possibilities are endless."